Needed a break from the emotion, as most of us in those situations do. I am still low contact, my child who was unfortunately brought into that situation, graduated from High school in June. I invited my parents and my Aunt and Uncle who now live with them (Gods have mercy on them), along with my in-laws.
So, we get into the auditorium, there are some stairs.....I really should have seen what was coming given my mothers history....JUST as the class was filing in, her stupid ass decides to fake a fall on the stairs!!! Typical NPD reaction. "Let's see who my daughter cares about more!" My Aunt was pulling her up off her flat ass, but my eyes were focused on my Baby. This was his moment and it was partially my moment. I had raised this beautiful human and he was walking toward his goal. HOW FUCKING DARE SHE!!! It was in that moment, I knew she would continue the abuse....even with him. Now I'm struggling with the fact that they would like to have him during his time off.....he wants to go, mostly because he can sleep until 3 in the afternoon and eat as much junk food as he likes. I can't blame him, I was once a teenager.
I swear, I was so angry I was ready to push her down the rest of the stairs, but my husband stopped me. Also, I was crying so much that it wasn't a viable option....so I tried to ignore it. I checked on her in the interim, and then went back to being a proud Mom.
I have cut her off at just about every point this week.....she posted on both mine and my 17 yr old FB page about when we're coming...even though she said it wouldn't be okay until the first of Aug (she started in July) and I successfully thwarted her every move. She informed me that I could take back a piece of furniture that I had purchased and wanted back....but she kept it from me. When she offered, I refused and that sent her into a tizzy...."But you asked for it!" Yeah, like 7 years ago bitch and you said NO. I no longer have the room for it and besides, I will NOT be beholding to you for SHIT! Fuck you!
Apparently, I am a horrible Daughter for not remembering the parents Anniversary. Not sure why, she hardly remembers mine. It's not like I forgot her Birthday or any of the significant Holidays, but I forgot her Anniversary so, I'm awful. Was I supposed to throw a party or something? I was proud of the fact that I told her, "Haven't forgotten it for 40 years, but I forgot this one and you're never going to let it go, are you mom?" She replied, "Well, Aunt E forgot too. And no one mentioned our 40th, it made me so sad." It's YOUR wedding anniversary, not a National Holiday!! I mean, oh my gawd....you want a fucking parade for suckering some sap to take you on? Get over yourself. I don't expect that when it's mine...nor would any sane person!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
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